Life can sure take some crazy twists.  You think you have an idea what’s going on, but often times you don’t.  Trying to go with the flow on this one, because there’s nothing else I can do, besides send prayers and positive energy.  There are two people in my life facing some real challenges.  For both of them, the journey is theirs to complete, I can only stand beside them and be there for them, with them  if they want me.  One of them I know does.  The other one has pushed me away, gently, even though I know that person cares for me.  It’s what that person has to do to face the battle which is theirs to fight. It’s hard to not be holding their hand.  But it’s what was asked of me, so it’s what I’ll do.

I love them both.  I’ll help the one I can, I’ll stay on the sidelines with the one I can’t, and wait.  Waiting is hard.  But not as hard as facing the challenges.

Today, living like water is just going with the flow.  I hope I can stay afloat.

Post Script Note:  The one that wants my help tho I am not close enough to help her much, is my mother, and by proxy, my sister, on whose shoulders all care decisions for my mother fall.  I was so messed up writing this this morning that I realize now how cryptic it sounded.