Bittersweet.  .To love someone so much and be on such opposite sides of the fence. Places on the fence are broken, and there we can come together and touch each other’s lives.  Other places it’s set in concrete, and we cannot cross the barrier between us.

I texted with  him yesterday.  I tried to give clarity, but was unsuccessful, and just made him mad.  Then, later, we texted, and made each other laugh, until a moment became too poignant, and we just had to stop.

Night and day, truly what we are right now.  But it’s what it has to be, for personal growth.

I miss him, but I’m ok.

Packing my bags, Gonna make good use of the time.