Feeling pretty peaceful this morning.  The stress of the last few weeks feels like it is dissipating, because I have been given the gift of silence, so that I can move from it. I’m grateful for this.

Feeling like I can begin once more, to move forward.  To get things done in preparation for the move.  My son is talking about going in July to CO.  I want to drive out there with him, and make sure he’s set up in a decent place, to be able to visualize where he lives.  It’s getting close now, and slightly scary for me, but I can deal with it.

We all have to let our children go, don’t we?  We have them for so short a time, really.  I hope I’ve done my job well, I hope he is moving to a happy life.  Our relationship will take a turn, as he moves into his adulthood fully.  We will always be close, I know our lives will remain connected, inextricably.

And me….my life also is going to take a big turn.  I can visualize it, I can feel it.  I know where I’m going, and believe with all my heart that it will manifest as I dream.  In the same way that I ended up where I am by dreaming of it, I know my life in Florida will manifest the way I dream of it.  With, hopefully, only happy surprises, lol.

Going for the easy lessons from here on out.  I think I’ve done enough of the hard ones.  I wouldn’t trade any of them, they have all helped me to know who I am, to get closer to my center, painful as they were. I think to live a rich full life, they were necessary.  I love the people who were my teachers, and I hope their lives also move on to be rich and full.

Just feeling a little introspective this morning I guess.  Time to get the day underway.

Love and light everyone.