The day breaks on a new and old chapter of my life.  S was here last night, and made sense to me in a really unexpected way of the things he’s done that hurt me. Things he regrets, but felt were necessary for him to get the clarity he now has.

Who am I to judge him?  He did what was hard for him, he told me, he explained to me, and he sat through my tears and fears until they were gone.  He helped me to see the truth, not just the partial truth that my ego wanted me to see, but the whole truth, that my soul understood.

He remains the most interesting, funny, and altogether lovable man I have ever known, when I allow myself outside the bounds of past conditioning, and old beliefs.  I am grateful that he hung in there for these 2 months, until I could see and talk to him.

We will move forward, and see what the future holds.  He is open to whatever happens, which is a huge step for him.  I am open to understanding him, and to finding out the truth in all situations. Instead of allowing my ego to falsely protect me from the truth.

He’s a good man.  Unique.  Special.  And he has my heart.