Late summer morning, fall is faintly in the air, reminding me that the summer will be over soon.  It’s cool, under 60°F as I sit out here, listening to the breeze.

My sis is texting me in the early morning, her daughter is getting married in Oct and she’s still running back and forth to FL to see to Mom.  She is totally stressed out.  Told her I’ll send her Reiki soon.  She’s kind of a control freak, and as such is a little obsessive, but her capacity to get things done is amazing.  I love her dearly.

A few years I introduced her to Thich Nhat Hanh, and now she has 9 of  his books, lol.  Now she has discovered Ram Dass, and wonders where she has been and what she has been doing with her life, lol.  I’m happy for her, because the path she is on will give her so much more peace than she’s ever had.

I have stopped obsessing over getting all caught up at work, and just told my boss yesterday that I will not be caught up when I leave tonight.  He knows I’m  trying.  Someone at work asked why I get away with that, and I said that it was better to tell him, and let him know what’s not done than to just go home leaving things a mess.  My boss seems to have no clue at times how work gets accomplished.  Like, he thinks there is a magic want that I wave to get from point A to point B, instead of acknowledging that each thing takes that precious man-made construct called time.  I’ve decided that’s his problem, not mine.  I will do what I can, but stop stressing about what I can’t.

Boss told me he’s counting on me being back Tuesday, and I said, well my criteria is can I type, because if I can’t type there’s no point.  He agreed.

S is going away this weekend, been planned for a long time, a family deal.  I miss him, he misses me, I’ll see him next week I guess.  My good friends in town will be checking in on me this weekend.  And really…I’ll be fine.  Will be so glad to have this carpal tunnel thing over with.  Long weekend next weekend, and I will be so glad not to have to wear the brace on my arm all weekend.  Getting sick of that….

It will kill me not to be able to type on the computer this weekend.  I see myself hunting and pecking with my left hand, lol.  So if I am absent from here, it’s because I couldn’t do it.

Love and light.