I’ve been so angry about all the lies now for 12 hours!!   If he would have been honest we could have remained friends. Why did he so feel the need to lie to me?  Because he could?  Anyone can lie, anyone can throw shit at the wall and see what sticks. 

He made me feel bad a few times because I am overweight about 15-20 lbs. I saw her picture, she looks heavier than me and older and her hair is a wreck.  I don’t care,  not gloating, just his comments made me perceive differently. I am sure he’s been feeding her as many lies as he fed me. 

He either disabled his FB page or blocked me but this morning it shows no one of that name. Who cares, I just wanted to see how he’d react.  He can’t tell the rest of his family or her without coming clean why. Lol. But my curiosity is sated. I don’t need to know more. 

It was all good, to be able to piece together the truth.  In the end, I don’t feel any different than I did. He’s a sad sorry man, who believes he’s unworthy of love and belonging and so he lies to manipulate people into his life.  So unnecessary. He’d still have me as a friend if he hadn’t lied so much.  But how can you be friends with anyone who breaks your trust over and over?  Can’t. 

Betty will figure it out again. It’s no wonder S worried about his karma all the time. But never did anything to improve it. Lol. Phony. 

In the end, he’s his own worst enemy. I feel so sorry for him.  He’s probably scared to death that I know who she is and could have access. But I won’t. I would never waste my time diddling with such a dark lost cause. Anyway, it’s not my business anymore. It’s his and hers.  Just because I know he’s gonna cheat on her and devastate her, doesn’t change that. I’m sure she’s been there before with him, and she’s back for more.  

Funny tho. I thought it would be him who was hurt. But I can see that she had no clue.  I feel sorry for her, she’s been buying into his lies for so long. I have no animosity at all. She has kids and grandkids and has no idea that he would have been bedding me within hours if her leaving.  Poor woman.  

I think I’m done with even being mad about it. I mean…once someone has lied, they’ve lied. Additional lies don’t make that worse. Shocking maybe, but I shouldn’t have been shocked.  

There’s still the unconditional love thing going on. He’s so pathetic, who could possibly need it more? 

But he’ll have to draw on it energetically because as a human, I am so done and so over it and dislike who he is so much, it blows my mind.