I messaged A’s step-daughter on FB, and she had been thinking the same thing.  I said maybe he lost his phone…

Anyway, she contacted his son’s gf on fb, they are friends, and got the son’s number and called him.  A forgot his phone, and they worked late…

So, he’s fine, and I had a nice catch up conversation with his daughter, so it’s all good.

I may not be “in love” with A, not the way I was with S, but I just adore that man.  I love having him in my life.  He is my reminder that men can be honest, and vulnerable and love with their whole hearts.    Sometimes I wish he was closer, and here with me, and sometimes I know I couldn’t sustain it.  But I don’t know if it’s the chemistry, or that my heart is fairly closed at the moment.  So it’s perfect as it is with him.

Relieved.  Sigh.