The tooth thing went fine, except for the dentist wanting to add $400 to the bill.  Which I will fight out with them later.  I paid what I was quoted, but not the extra.  For “core building”.  Well…it was the same tooth they quoted me $1450 for.  They told me that when I scheduled it in December, and I said, I was told $1450, that’s all I have in my budget.  Of course a tooth that needs a crown needs to have the core rebuilt, for goodness sake.  At least, when the patient is 64 and the filling in the tooth is 50 years old.  Anyway they said they’d talk to the dr and patient manager and get back to me.  I’m sure we’ll come to some resolution.

I have been on a paid dating site for some time, but haven’t paid any attention to it for ages. I think since my ill-fated dates with a guy named Jim that seemed hopeful at first but he turned out to be the most boring person EVER.  The subscription runs out soon, sometime this month, and I think I’ll just let it go.  I’m moving at some point this year, so what’s the point?  I’ve never met anyone on the site, or any site, that doesn’t bore the crap out of me, well, except S.  He might piss you off, drive you crazy, but he will never bore you that’s for sure!  LOL.  Drama maybe.  Boredom?  No.  In fact, a little boredom might have been a good thing, lol.

Whatever.  My heart’s not in the dating thing.  There’s a lot of stuff that still needs undoing, healing that needs doing, forgetting that needs to happen, and just putting things in their place in my psyche and my heart.  I’ve made my peace with everything around the events of last summer and last fall. I’m ready to go forward in my life.

It’s Super Bowl weekend, and I have no plans.  Seems weird, usually someone has something going on.  But it’s fine.  I’m not a big football fan.  I like to watch the commercials and the half-time show, lol.  If I’m not at someone’s house, I’ll be free to go to bed after the half-time show, lol.

Well…..I guess this is my “dear diary” for tonight, lol.  Why I feel the need to publish this stuff, I have no idea.  I feel like I’m having a conversation with friends.  Love and light all….