I have resolved the issue of Comfortably Numb by Pink Floyd playing at will on my iPhone even though I removed it from my playlists.
You may recall, (or may not!) that this song I bought last summer when S disappeared for 4 days. He said because his mother died. I said maybe, but he could have maybe told me? But then I think B was with him, and he couldn’t be bothered with me. He says she wasn’t, but then, he lies. If she wasn’t it makes him an even bigger ass, to ignore frantic messages and texts and emails. 4 days after he’d just begged me not to break up with him.
Anyway, he proceeded a month later to tell me I stole the song from him. 😱🤔. Anyway, now it still plays, unwanted, every once in awhile. It shouldn’t, since it’s not in the playlist I use all the time. Since it does though, today I just deleted it from my phone. Coughed up the $1.29 I paid for it and now it won’t start playing and remind me of that sordid chapter of my life. It’s too dark, just like he is. Ugh.
A few other things I’d like to delete too! Lol. But one by one they are going.
Life is good. Deleting the crap that no longer serves.
Love and light, all.
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Hm. I didn’t realize that song “belonged” to him so how could you steal it? Deleting crap is always good….always good.
BTW…..I nominated you for the Versatile Blogger Award.
Oh thanks!!! I had never heard the song but was drinking wine and writing an titled the blog “comfortably numb” because that’s the state I was trying to achieve, lol. So I googled for a pic that represented that feeling, found the song, and thought how perfect is that. Pink Floyd was his favorite band, and they wrote a song describing my state of mind! I thought it was pretty funny actually, when he claimed I stole it. I’d never even heard it before! And now hope I don’t hear it again. It’s way darker than I’ll ever get.
Ha. That’s how I describe myself to my therapists…all of them. I think that actually means dead…..LOL
And….you’re welcome!
Oh just let it be a temporary state. He was such an asshole. 4 days before telling me he might be really sick, like an aneurism or something. Having really awful headaches. I was calling hospitals to see if he was admitted. I almost called his ex-wife whom I never met and who knew nothing about my existence. I almost went to his house thinking he was laying on the floor. Why in the world I stayed with him after that I have no idea. Just such an ass. Liar and an ass. I know she was with him. How stupid would I have to be.? Geezus
We can’t believe a lot of what we did but we did it because we were supposed to….or out of loyalty….or out of a sense of protection and caring….or because we were fucking idiots! Lying asses….that’s exactly right!
lol. Well in the words of Buffy St Marie, it’s all over now baby blue. 😋
LOL
I had this attributed to Buffy St. Marie, but I mixed it up with her song Soldier Blue. The phrase is the title to a Bob Dylan song. OOPs. My apologies.
A lot of Pink Floyd stuff is dreadful, I loved em when I first heard them, but then went off it over the yrs!
Yeah just TOOOO dark. At least for me. I think maybe there are those who can relate to the darkness. But I’m not one of them.
They got some good spaced out relaxed sounds, but then you get drawn into some pretty desperate lyrics!! It starts out yeah this is great, and ends up with omg, I need to see my doctor!!! 😉
Yes! Or give me some hard drugs!!!
It was ok the night I was actually the trying to achieve that state. But it was with wine! Not something that pricked your skin! Ugh. Just live life too much for that. Some of their other stuff I like better, but there’s always that kind of drug induced coma feel to it. lol
Delete, delete, delete!!! 😁 I am so glad… I have some deleting of my own to do, one of these days. I know there are some old items in drawers here at home which I have to get rid of, I just haven’t got around to it yet.
I am so happy that you are throwing out darkness and letting light in! 😊💜
Yes well worth losing the $1.29! Lol. Besides I replaced it with Pavarotti on the weekend! Lol. Much nicer. 😊
Pavarotti sounds much better for your soul!! 😊
Definitely! And all my other music to be honest. That one just creeped me out.