I turn on the TV to watch the morning news as I peruse my email, and write, and have my coffee. I am met with another terrible terror attack, this time in Belgium. I am so sorry, for those who have been affected by this latest attack.
And then I say, we have all been affected, it is meant to put fear into the hearts of all of us. It is about power and control, it is abuse on a grand scale. How, HOW do people’s egos get so out of control that they can even conceive of an act like this? Why, WHY do people want to bring down such evil into the world? I know these questions boggle the mind of all of us who strive to reach the light.
All we can do is keep walking toward the light. All we can do is to love our world unconditionally, and extend it wherever we go. Only love can stop the hatred, only light can eliminate the darkness.
When I think of my own microcosm, my own small insignificant life, I know that has to be my path. I have been confused as of late, but clarity is coming. The people I have loved, I will always love. I don’t need them in my life, I wish them well, I hope that some day they can find the light and the joy in it. It’s all I am capable of doing, and with that intent, I step away. If I don’t, I’ll find myself in the darkness again, and that’s one place I don’t want to revisit. I’ll keep the past in the past, but I’ll also hold in my heart the karmic lessons learned. I hate paying for the same real estate twice, as they say, so would like to move on from the lessons I have recently learned and not have to repeat them. With that thought in mind, I am saying, B and S, good luck, God bless.
Love and light to everyone.
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I haven’t heard about Belgium 😦
I don’t watch a lot of television. That quote about Karma made me smile….and THINK. How very true….every single word!
13 coordinated attacks, bombs, in airport and metro stations during rush hour. Sick sick sick. I’m glad you liked it…..To me, karma isn’t what goes around comes around, though there is an element of that. It’s learning the lessons we are meant to learn, or repeating them until we do. Which is why I had a man like Scott after a man like my ex. I didn’t learn the whole lesson, but I hope I have now!!!
I’ve got the TV on but right now, I’m having to sit through five hundred minutes of frigging commercials.
Repeating lessons….geeze….it looks to me like having to go through it just once would be enough! LOL
I adhere to the school of thought that we “contract” with the universe to learn lessons in this life. If we don’t, they just keep repeating until we do. I believe our purpose in life is to learn the lessons and evolve our souls. (While having some fun too!!!!) Really. I know, deep, lol.
How many people do you see who repeat the same thing over and over, and can’t understand why? Really, S and my ex were different, and I learned different lessons from each, but the lessons were related. Anyway, I hope class is dismissed, and now I get to learn the good, fun lessons. LOL.
Well, hell. I didn’t learn a lesson. My mama beat the crap out of me, treated me like garbage and did https://widgets.wp.com/notifications/2362311769#everything she could to diminish me….and what did I do? I married a pile of shit who was just like her. No lesson learned for me, apparently.
Maybe now though!!! That first was so hard, I’m not sure I could have learned either. But then when you look at the two together, there must be a positive that you learned or can take from it. They are dark dark people, who obviously can’t see their own light, like S, don’t believe they have it. But I see yours just glowing. Beginning to light you up, as you begin to discover the joy in your life. I do, I see it. Really. Xoxo
I hope so. I still have such dark, dark days….days when I wonder how/if I’m going to make it but I’m still here…for some reason. LOL
Yeah well I had a few of my own! But I think we all can help each other get through that stuff. I really think an abusive parent is so difficult to overcome, because it’s your earliest frame of reference. But it’s possible. Look how much better you felt when you understood what happened to her. Sins of the mother. I used to talk to my son and say, let the cycle break with you. Just let it end. I think he’s doing a good job of it too. So are you…. Xo
You know, it did help….finally having an answer, when it came to my mama. I never did get an answer when it came to dick-face, though. I don’t think I ever will.
I did manage to break the abuse cycle of my mama. It didn’t mean that my children didn’t sometimes make me so mad that I could spit…but they were never beaten like I was.
Wait a minute….isn’t it the “sins of the father/” LOL….you know us girls are the greatest!
I don’t need an answer from the men. Really….it’s because they are ego driven, and like it that way. It’s their level of consciousness. I just leave them in the past, and believe that there is someone out there who can match me. You and I would never do to anyone what was done to us, and we can find someone else who won’t. I gotta believe it. But at the moment, I don’t care. More important to deal with my moving and creating a new life. Then I think the right guy will just walk in. Lol. I hope!
BTW…did you make the contract contingent on a “clean” inspection? If you did, there shouldn’t be an issue with the time frame on when you can withdraw you offer.
I think the good news is there “might” be a mold problem. Keeping my fingers crossed for you! 🙂
Thanks. My sis is talking to them today. Hopefully it will be good news.
Good. Let us know! 🙂
I will!
Oh! I meant to tell you…remember the “letter” that I sent by mistake? WHEW! The post office caught it and I got it back! Yay, universe!
OMG!!! That’s wonderful!!!! And friggin amazing……
I know! So, today I get to send it again..only THIS time, I’ll have sense enough to black through my address! LOL
That’s awesome Laurel. Crisis averted 🙂
Oh! I’m glad you saw this. I was going to email you and let you know. Yay!
You must be so relieved!
I am! I sent it again yesterday and mad SURE my address was blacked out! Whew. I consider myself to be a little more intelligent than the common bug…but sometimes I think I’m a blithering idiot! LOL
Lol. You my dear are not! But we all do have our moments, as you recently reminded me. lol. Important thing is we make it back from the brink. lol. Xo
Well, I do think the universe was looking out for me because the next day, I got up and IMMEDIATELY remembered what I had done….that’s why I was able to stop it! Whew! LOL
Perfectly stated! Hugs xo.
Thanks…..Feeling myself today. It’s such a relief, lol.
Very glad to hear it! I actually had the urge to contact today for the first time in a long long time. But I just sat with it 5 min n it totally passed. Then I was just pissed cause that’s insanity lol. No way!!
“Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that.” – Martin Luther King Jr
Seems very apt today. So many people caught up in hate and darkness, but even if the few remain steadfast towards light and love, it’ll still prevail in the end. x
You say only love can stop this evil.
Well I have a different kind of love for these and any other a-holes you know, and it will definitely stop them!
Well, 2 years later, lol, I’m really glad there are people like you around.