The day is going by. I’m busy at work, that’s a good thing. I asked my son if he could be home to bury Maggie with me and  he said, yes of course. Glad about that. He happened to be off work today. 

I’ll feel better when that’s over.  

Next week I guess I should get started on pricing up insurance for the Fl house. This weekend, runs to the dump and clearing off the counters and my dresser which is covered by jewelry. 

Was reading old blogs, that someone was reading, it showed in my stats that they were read. Seemed random. 2, 4, 6, 9 months ago.   But whatever.  Reading them, knowing what I know now, I was so naive. And didn’t think I was. So trusting. Because I wanted to believe. 

Time and distance have given me perspective. Shown me the lessons. 

Still….like Liz Gilbert says, when the karma of a relationship is gone, all that’s left is the love. At least on my end. I have let go…. Finally and completely.  The love is somewhat tempered by reality though. I still find myself wishing the reality hadn’t been so brutal. It wasn’t necessary.  But it is what it is. 

Love and light.