I went to my endocrinologist this afternoon, for my diabetes check up. I have to go every 3 or 4 months and have lab work done to monitor it (also they won’t renew your prescriptions if you don’t come in for appointments). I normally get a copy of my labs a couple days after I have them done. But I didn’t get a copy of my labs this time, so I was wondering how the numbers were. I was feeling like my glucose has been more stable, but I’ve thought that before. There’s a test they do, called the A1C, for diabetics. It tests the levels of your sugar for the last 3 months. When I was first diagnosed 13 years ago, mine was 12.5. They want diabetics under 6.5. It was bad. I have been fighting to get it down for years. It’s slowly gone from around 7.8 to 7.5 to 7.4. Always somewhere in the mid 7’s. Today it was, FINALLY, 6.9. Under 7!!!! The best labs I’ve had since I was diagnosed 13 years ago! Down a whole half a point. Needless to say, I was psyched!!!!! My blood pressure, which had snuck up into the 130’s over 70’s last fall when Scott dumped me for Betty, and then kept trying to get me to see him, while he was with her, is back down to 124/64. Up until that point it had always been low, like 112/68. Can you say, he stressed me out?

Can I just say, that his health did not improve while he was screwing she and I over?

Moral of the story is, if you lived a fucked up life, that brings negativity, pain, darkness to the world, you pay for it, in your own body.  Living with a pack of lies in your heart is stressful, trying to remember what you said to whom, and when, and why. I think, in the end, it is himself he fucked over the most.

I believe with all my heart, that because I have done what I need to do to heal from that trauma, my body is now reacting favorably.  Happiness is good for your health.

Maybe I’m all wrong, but I know a lot of people like Louise Hay, Wayne Dyer, and others, will agree with me. If you’re seeking the light, it will find you. If you’re seeking the dark, it will find you too.

Anyway, I’m stoked about a 6.9! Going for 6.5 next time!

Life is good….

Love and light