This is a song from my way way past.  I have so many changes going on at the moment, and some, most are good.   Some are exciting.  Some are painful.  Some will be painful until they heal, and the change is complete. Getting through the sale of this house, the move to Florida, resettling my son in Colorado, and hopefully letting go of all the trauma of the past year, somehow releasing the hold that it has on me.  Somehow resolving the conflict between what’s in my heart, and what I know will only bring me pain as it is now.

She says “There are not many things in life you can be sure of….”

Well, one of the things that you an be sure of is that if I loved you, I will always love you.  That’s just how I roll. Forgiveness is easier for me than resentment.  Love is easier than hate.  For me.  Not saying that has to be true for everyone, it just is for me.  Just one of those things, those few precious things, that never changes for me.  And I’m glad to have a few things I can count on in my heart, to bring me home again.   Betrayal, inconsideration, disrespecting, it all makes me angry.  It hurts me to the core.  But it hurts, it angers, because I love.  And I always will, there’s not a thing anyone can do about it.

Time for me to let go, open the door again to allow new life in. Welcome the change.  But always always love the things  and people I loved.  There is a reason they are in my heart.