I was up most of the night.  Stomach issue got way worse last night.  On top of that I heard in a very indirect way from S, who probably with no ill intent, upset me.  Too much stress for me to take right now.

I’m calling my dr back as soon as they open.  I did the stool sample thing, so gross.

I asked S not to contact me.  It is too upsetting.  No matter how benign.  It just makes me remember things better left forgotten, or buried.

My friend is coming tomorrow, I hope to God there is something they can do to alleviate this stomach thing.  I can’t even take my diabetes meds this morning.

Praying for all those in the midwest.  Hope you all stay out of harms way.  The tornadoes are just terrifying, and devastating.

Love and light, all.