This morning I’m luxuriating in not having to go to work, and in having a good night’s sleep without having to take an Ambien.  Sitting with WP a bit longer, reading a few blogs.  Having coffee… and praying I don’t regret it.

I think my friend will be here around noon.  I have to run some errands this morning.  Need to get a spark plug for my lawn mower and  hope that’s the problem.  I will probably also get something to put in the gas, I will have to ask when I go to the auto parts store.  I thought I put stabilizer in it when I stopped using it last fall but maybe not.  But I can’t afford to keep paying for my lawn to be mowed.

Sometimes it just sucks to be alone.

Have to get to the grocery store.  Have chicken soup started, and need to finish it.  Also thinking I’ll make a pot roast, in my crock pot.  Then we’ll have decent left overs for the weekend.

Might hit 80 today, I’m pretty psyched about that.  Flip-flop weather.  Shorts.  I might run to the garden center and get some flowers to put around the house.  No showings all week except the one.  I’m so bummed.  I just need to be out of here.

I am excited to see my friend, and all the plans I have.  Really really looking forward to a gong bath tonight, it has been a stressful week, physically and emotionally.  I have a lot of things I’d like to let go of.  Feel like I’ve been letting go of it forever.  Maybe one day it will be gone.  Sometimes I wonder how someone I’ve known 2 years could have imprinted my psyche the way he did.

So I was sitting here, on my couch typing this, and I see this bug right next to me suddenly on the couch.

I jumped up!  and took a pic and then scooped it into a paper towel and flushed it down the toilet.  I have no idea what it is!  But it freaked me out.  And then, you know, you feel stupid, to be afraid of this bug which is 1/1,000,000 of my size, lol.  Still…..

Maybe it was a sign, lol.  That I should get my butt off the couch and get busy.  So I will.

Love and light all….S