Today was a good day. I woke up pretty happy.  Feeling pretty sure I am on the road to what I want.  You know, just feeling like I have more of myself back than I’ve had in a long time.

I spent the day training my replacement today.  I will be doing that every day for probably 2 months at least.  I think she will make it, although she wants to wear suits and heels.  Not the kind of job for that, but we’ll see.  She seems to have the temperment for the job anyway, and likes dealing with customer service.

She told me at one point that I reminded her of a friend, she said, “just your personality, she’s like always happy….” !!! For someone to meet me and for me find out that’s what my energy feels like to her, was wonderful. Like confirmation that the dark days are over for me.

I got some emails from the man who sent me the fb request. He sent me some of his writing. He’s hard driving, raw, truthful….honest….I like it, for the most part. Very male, masculine stuff. I sent him some of my more recent stuff, way different than his. Except both are truthful and honest. No fairy tales from either of us. No bullshit. I told him about my blog, but didn’t give him a link, smart girl that I am now. It’s refreshing to talk to a man who isn’t afraid to lay it on the table, warts and all. It’s nice, because I think we will stay only friends, no more. Though never say never, but the fact that I’m moving kind of puts a damper on anything else, so I’d just rather leave it as is. I need a break from relationship stuff, really. Gotta rest my weary heart before I think about putting it out there again. It seems he and I have plenty to talk about, and no one is looking to make any demands. It’s all good.

Not bad for a Monday. Feeling tired, but real. Love and light…