So just to make yesterday weirder, I got an email from my sister-in-law who I have not spoken to in maybe 5 years?  She was giving me a heads up on her middle daughters wedding in August, letting me know the date and that an invite would be coming soon. 

I’ve known about the wedding for a long while. She and I and her girls are FB friends though she is never on there.  I feel like I should maybe call her. I honestly didn’t think I’d be invited, because she has had so much fear of making my ex angry. Maybe she’s gotten over it. Who knows. 

I do love her girls. Her youngest is my godchild. I’d like to go but who knows if I or my son will be here.  I know her cousin, my friend , will be there. My ex might also be. That’s not a problem for me but might be for my son if he chooses to go.  It might be an opportunity for reconciliation between them. 

Very mixed emotions. I suppose I need to decide pretty quickly if I’m going. Haven’t told my son yet but will today some time. 

At least it’s something to think about that has possibilities of ending well. When one door shuts another opens. Some doors just need to remain closed, for our own sanity.  It’s just there’s an energetic cord keeping it cracked, and I think it’s made of titanium. Lol. 

Live and light, everyone.