Every  morning I get “Notes from the Universe.”  You can sign up for them at http://www.tut.com.  It’s always the first piece of mail I open.  This was in this morning’s mail.

It’s a law, Debbie, that every challenge, fear, or loss you encounter, bears gifts far more valuable than the price of the trouble they cause.

I think it’s law 123.ILY,
    The Universe

I sure hope so.  A week later after the latest round, I’m still feel the shift that’s been made.  I feel free of the old ties, but I’m still waiting for the gifts, lol.  Although, I guess to feel free is probably one of the greatest gifts of all, when the thing that you are freed from caused so much pain, and chaos in your head, and questioning of yourself. I still hope school is out on this one, and that there are maybe some fun lessons ahead.  Enough of this crap, lol. 

It rained here last night, and I apparently missed it completely. I woke up a couple of times, and thought, Hmm, I thought it was supposed to thunderstorm tonight. Maybe it did, and I slept through it. I was pretty tired when my cousin left at 10:30, after working 10 hours. I love her, she’s family, but she doesn’t work, and is home alone a lot because her husband travels all week and their relationship is not good anyway. She knows I work a very long day on Monday but still would ask to come over at 9:30. And I don’t refuse, she’s always on edge and needing the company of others. But I was exhausted. Went to bed at 11, and woke up twice during the night, and woke up for good about 5:15.

It will be a long day today. The guy I’m meeting Thursday said Tuesday or Thursday but I knew I’d be too tired tonight to uphold a conversation with someone new. Now I hear it might rain Thursday. Oh well, so much for sitting outside at the restaurant. It will still be nice to be out, and in the company of a man. An old hippie, lol.

Love and light, everyone.