You know how I was out of chocolate last night?
My son came home as I was going to bed. I talked to him for a few minutes before I headed off for the night. I got up this morning and there was a chocolate bar by the coffee maker with a note. He’d gotten this new brand in at work and thought I might like it. I hadn’t told him I was out. He doesn’t read my blog, I don’t even think he knows the name of it.
He just thought I’d like it. He’s a good kid. And obviously, read me, lol. Guess he knows the way to my heart.
I remember introducing Scott to dark chocolate with crystallized ginger. He used to bring it to me, the first summer we were seeing each other. Not sure he meant to, but he found his way into my heart too, lol. Well, it was fun back then, regardless of how it ended.
My ex…… Nope. No chocolate from him, lol. I’m sure I never earned it.
My overwhelmed-ness seems to have alleviated tonight. I got rid of my washer and dryer to some guy that really needed it. I have a guy coming tomorrow night to look at the stuff I have to have hauled to the dump.
And I only have 2 more days of work. TWO MORE DAYS OF WORK. I am having a hard time giving a shit, lol. Which is totally unlike me, and I don’t show it. I try to show as much concern as ever. But boy, my heart is not in it.
I’m so glad I’m not one of those people who works for lack of anything else they want to do. I suppose, if you spend your days doing something you are passionate about, it’s different. But I don’t. I do something I’m good at, that’s interesting, and I like the people I work with. But there are so many things I’d rather be doing. And will be, soon.
I’m even starting to look forward to the drive to Denver. I might as well embrace it, right? Because I’m going to do it…..gonna try to make it fun, the trip of a lifetime for us. Then I’ll come home, see everyone I love here, and finish packing up the house and take off for my new life.
I think I’m good, at least for the moment.
It’s crazy but it’s happening. Dreams are manifesting.
Love and light all.