I’m home. I’m exhausted. I’m utterly relieved that I have tied up all the loose ends with my ex, and he can’t become my problem again. I’m happy. I miss my friends, and I miss that life up there. I love my life here.
Talk about conflicted emotions! But I know they will settle out over the next few days. I know one thing, that having someone in your life you can count on to do the right thing, to treat you right, who has true honest care and concern and love for you, makes all the difference when you have a big job to do. Having someone all your friends like, who wants to be part of your life, and wants you to be part of his, makes all the difference in the world.
I can say, I’m home now. Even though I won’t make it to my house til tomorrow. I’m home now. I will work out all the mixed emotions over the next couple days. It’s all good. Right now? There may be a hot tub in my future.
Love and light.