I heard from him, not long after I put up the blog yesterday. He thinks I’m attacking him, in my communication with him. Since what I said in answer to his “Are you pissed off” questions was to tell him how I felt, and nothing more, I have to assume that my being unhappy is perceived as an attack on him. He said he didn’t talk to me for the whole day because he was “annoyed that you played the same broken record again.”
So….It’s an annoyance to him if I am unhappy, if something is bothering me, wearing on me. If I am struggling. It’s an attack on him.
Not struggling to understand this morning. Struggling only to accept.
Reality, standing in front of me, hands on it’s hips, saying, what are you gonna do now? Now that you know????