I’m not sure of the answer. I’m inclined to say “you don’t”. But I get through each moment that I think of him fondly by remembering the ugly that came with it. I absolutely know that if we got together again, in 2 weeks the ugly would show up, and make me regret it. So I remain by myself, open to the possibilities. One day at a time.
Yeah. Something like that. He liked me well enough. He enjoyed my company, we had fun together. Except when we didn’t. Which became all too often. But he did not want to be in love, absolutely. And I couldn’t help it. I thought I could make it work anyway. But no, it’s not possible. Chose to close the book.
Maybe its the love addiction thing.
I personally don’t believe live ever disappears. I think it can transform, over time, but it’s energy. Energy can’t be created or destroyed. It’s been slightly less than a week. I’ll be ok, just need to stay away from him.
Maybe it’s the negative energy you need to get away from.
Definitely. Definitely! 😬