4 more hours to work.

4 more hours til I’m alone with my thoughts. 

4 more hours til I have to hold myself up. 

4 more hours I can pretend

That I don’t have to decide. 

4 more hours I can pretend

There’s a way to make it work. 

Again.  And again. 

4 more hours til the night descends

And brings with it the darkness. 

Darkness was never my friend. 

4 more hours. 

Too long. Not long enough.