Better today. Not as broken. I spoke to a couple men on the phone from a dating site. One was a possibility. One could only talk about himself. I will probably meet the other one when I get back from the wedding. Just knowing that there are possibilities helps.
My friend A has gone camping, and apparently is out of cell phone range somewhere on the rio grande River. I kinda miss his consistent sunrise and sunset pictures, and good mornings and good nights. I don’t know how long he’ll be gone, but I’m sure I’ll hear from him as soon as he gets back.
I missed S this morning. , but I’m dealing with it. I think I’d like to be friends, at some point. But there is a lot to work through even to be friends. Like I say, he’s a cool guy. I don’t think he really knows what he wants. I would be OK as long as I was seeing, as in dinner or coffee, or a movie, other men too, so I could stay unattached to him. I’m getting there. Anyway, he’s made his choice so not sure how good of friends we could ever be, the sexual tension between us has always made my head spin. Never had it with anyone else. But those days are over.
Still confused, but working my way to balance.
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Glad to read this. Get out there, meet those men and enjoy what they have to offer. Just remember that none of them will be S, and that’s both a good and bad thing…!
Sorry for the double comment, but I came across a quote today which I’ve just shared on my blog…I thought it very applicable to your situation, too…
I didn’t get time to see this at work. But it’s perfect. Love it. 😃
I’m glad you’re okay 🙂
Not even missing him now. Really. I’m over it. Not too bad, 2 weeks and I’m done. 😀
For real this time? Lol
Yeah for real. He won’t leave me alone tho Texted me 5 or 6 times while I was at the wedding. I blocked him. So today he left me a voice mail. My sister called him my stalker.
Sounds like P lol. Just til he has u again! What a putz.
Exactly. But the fact that he thinks he can is stupefying to me. As if I didn’t tell him there’s no way back from this m. And As if I’d play 2nd fiddle to BB. I mean she’s the lowest of the low of women. He belongs with her. I just wish he’d stay there.
I dated an idiot like that years ago. He broke my heart but I finally was able to see who he was. I was completely over him n he wouldn’t let up! Still 18 years later messages me on FB saying I’m the love of his life!!! As if lol. I’m not 🙂