Being Propelled Forward

lip of insanity

I have not been able to keep up with people’s blogs lately, I hope once the house is on the market I have a little more time.  I get the notices on my phone app, in my email, and I save them all to read, and pretty soon I have like 20 to read.  So, I’m apologizing for ignoring them.  I guess its one reason I want to retire, so I have the time to keep up with everyone.

The realtor is coming tonight.  We’ll probably sign a contract, settle on an asking price for my house.  She sold me the house, so knows it well, and she lives across the street from me.  It should be an easy meeting.

We had book club last night.  The other girls had to go early, so it was over by 8:30.  We are reading The Tapping Solution by Nick Ortner.  It’s about EFT tapping, tapping your self along the energy meridians also used in accupunture etc.  It’s apparently very effective for changing habits, undoing phobias, healing actual physical ailments.  I have always had my own way of dealing with trauma, which has involved going within, sitting with it, letting it bubble up and go.  Reiki and gong baths, and meditation.  But it would be good to have other modalities as well, because I have had nights where I tried all of that but could not get to sleep, and would have tried tapping instead of taking an Ambien, (which sometimes even didn’t work.)

Hopefully, I have left all that trauma in the past.  It feels like it.  I’m feeling very mellow this morning.  It’s so hard to let go of things, but I believe I have.  The psychic who told me to grieve if I need to grieve, and to nurture myself, followed by all those dreams, seem to have propelled me through the door that I couldn’t get open.  Maybe it’s like Rumi says, “I have lived on the lip of insanity, wanting to know reasons, knocking on a door.  It opens. I was knocking from the inside.”

Yes, pretty sure that was the problem.

Love and light.

5 responses to “Being Propelled Forward

  1. I so recognize myself in so much of you! Honestly, I see so many similiarities that it is spooky sometimes, haha! 😉 Perhaps we were friends in another life! 😉
    I so feel all of this that you are writing here: The difficulty to let go…. but, being propelled forward, yes, check! I have so much to do at work, so there is no time to hold on to grief/memories every moment of every day….am forced to put it out of my mind a lot of the time, also, tomorrow, meeting a family member, friday, meeting a friend, next week a trip out of town… Perhaps life helps us sometimes, to try and move forward? IDK… I do not really have time to follow all the blogs either, 😦 but I try though!
    Wishing you all the best right now, may the universe help you with all the stuff that is going on. Hugs!

    • I feel the same when I read your blogs. Maybe we are part of a group of souls that agreed to incarnate together, to help each other learn whatever we’re supposed to be learning in this life. Who know??

      I do know it’s all about easier to manage when it’s acknowledged. So… Here’s to acknowledging and letting go. 😊🍾

      • Could very well be! 🙂
        I find it is all so much easier, after sharing and talking with people who have been through similar things, like you, Megan, Laurel. And also a few other friends here on WP who are so caring and loving… sometimes, I can not help but think: the universe must have put such people in our paths? That’s a comforting thought… Cheers to letting go! Or at least trying really hard to.. lol. Hugs! 🙂

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