I have not been able to keep up with people’s blogs lately, I hope once the house is on the market I have a little more time. I get the notices on my phone app, in my email, and I save them all to read, and pretty soon I have like 20 to read. So, I’m apologizing for ignoring them. I guess its one reason I want to retire, so I have the time to keep up with everyone.
The realtor is coming tonight. We’ll probably sign a contract, settle on an asking price for my house. She sold me the house, so knows it well, and she lives across the street from me. It should be an easy meeting.
We had book club last night. The other girls had to go early, so it was over by 8:30. We are reading The Tapping Solution by Nick Ortner. It’s about EFT tapping, tapping your self along the energy meridians also used in accupunture etc. It’s apparently very effective for changing habits, undoing phobias, healing actual physical ailments. I have always had my own way of dealing with trauma, which has involved going within, sitting with it, letting it bubble up and go. Reiki and gong baths, and meditation. But it would be good to have other modalities as well, because I have had nights where I tried all of that but could not get to sleep, and would have tried tapping instead of taking an Ambien, (which sometimes even didn’t work.)
Hopefully, I have left all that trauma in the past. It feels like it. I’m feeling very mellow this morning. It’s so hard to let go of things, but I believe I have. The psychic who told me to grieve if I need to grieve, and to nurture myself, followed by all those dreams, seem to have propelled me through the door that I couldn’t get open. Maybe it’s like Rumi says, “I have lived on the lip of insanity, wanting to know reasons, knocking on a door. It opens. I was knocking from the inside.”
Yes, pretty sure that was the problem.
Love and light.