In a weird place tonight. I got the offer I wanted, Cash, I got the closing date I wanted. I am selling the furniture with the house, at least the furniture I can’t take with me. So I don’t have to try to sell it. I got the schedule figured out so I can drive to Colorado with my son. I gave my boss my exit date, August 26. I’ll be retired.
And I am, at the moment, scared. So much change. Just, so much. All of it orchestrated by me. It would have been so nice to have a partner to do this with. But I don’t have one. Bad choices, I’ve made bad choices when it came to men.
I’ll get through it, I always do. I’ll pick my way through the path, I’ll get done what needs to be done. I’ve never had a problem barreling through the work that needed to be done.
Unsettled tonight. Ungrounded. Unusual for me. Think I’ll just go to bed.
Love and light
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Since you are feeling ungrounded. Rightly so because of the unknown and embarking on a new life… I will leave you with a poem by Hafiz…
God and I have become
like two giant fat people living
in a tiny
boat.
We
keep bumping into
each other
and laughing
Oh thank you so much. I don’t know whether to laugh or cry, but you tugged at my heartstrings for sure. Xo 😊
I figured you would appreciate it! Many blessings… Xo!
Congratulations on the sale. Congratulations on your upcoming retirement. As you enter this new phase of your life, I hope you’ll be able to fill the empty spaces where anxieties used to be with happiness, excitement, and peace, and not new anxieties. 🙂
Thanks so much Sue. Yes much better today. It’s starting to settle in now. Less angst, more excitement. 😊.
🙂
You got what you wanted when you wanted it. It’s all on time. Take it in the best way you know how. It’ll be all right.
🙂 You have made it this far in life breathing on your own. You’ll make it even more.
Tre… I did. I got what I needed. When I needed it. The universe is working in my behalf for sure. I just needed to get out of the way.