I talked to R, the second guy. It was an easy, pleasant conversation. But….I just don’t feel a connection with him. He could be a friend, I guess. He’s just got too many irons in the fire, and I feel like he’s hustling to make them work. Nothing wrong with that, but I am not in that place. I want to relax, I want a laid back life. No hustle. No bustle. And it goes without saying, no drama.
And I think he’s broke. Not that I’m materialistic, but I don’t feel like going to see some guy living in a room in an old hotel, even if they are remodeling it. Not at this age.
I still feel good about tomorrow’s date. I think our lifestyles are way more compatible. I am hoping for a few sparks, and I feel there’s a good possibility of that. But we’ll see.
I realized something when I was at my sisters, last night. I was watching a movie with her and my brother-in-law, after a lovely dinner, and an afternoon decorating the tree, and in the pool and the hot tub. I was so content, and happy. I realized at some point, that this life, now, here in Florida, is the happiest I’ve ever been on a consistent basis. I’ve had moments before, of joy. Of course when my son was born, when I got married, all the life’s moments that are spectacular. But here, consistently, I am happy. No pressure, no drama, no urgency. No negativity on a daily basis. Never freezing. Never driving in snow, or shoveling, or snow blowing.
Just happy.
Just living my life the way I want to live it.
Love and light…..
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Are you born under the sign of Aries? Just asking…
Yes! How did you know. I’m on the last day, so there’s a bit of the bull in me too!
I’m into astrology… I see it in your writing
Wow! I was never into it until recently when I was dating S, because he was. But I’ve since found that I am very much an Aries. lol. Pushy, know what I want, and will go after it, venturesome, but need my space.
You definitely are:) It’s all good. If you want steam the a water sign would be good… It depends on what you want… Earth might suit you
S was an Aquarius. My ex was a Pisces. I think I’ve probably had enough steam. Maybe some earth grounding would be good, lol.
I can see it by your words… I was married to an Aries…
A water sign mate might just make steam… if you want steam then go for it… Earth would be my bet
Come on now! Give the boy a chance. For all you know, he’s a rich eccentric who wallpapers his ceilings with hundred dollar bills! You’ve heard stories about these people everybody thinks are paupers and they have boo-coo money in the bank! LOL Maybe given his occupation, he knows that money can’t buy happiness. 🙂
It definitely cannot, but um, no. He was not for me. He’s gonna send me a dozen links to things he’s interested in. No thanks. But I got another message from a guy who lives on the beach nearby. More my style I think. LOL.
A dozen links? That in itself would be a deal breaker for me. LOL
Okay…after tonight, you’re going to have to dish!
Postponed til Friday night. He had to get a cortisone shot in his hip, and asked if we could reschedule. Which was fine with me. I can finish my cookies and get them in the mail to my son. I still like him just as much. And got a message from another guy who is less than 5 miles from me, on the beach in treasure island. 😊
Hmmm. Don’t much care for the postponement. Doesn’t he have any crutches? LOL
Another guy? You know the drill! SMAP!
Lol. It’s ok. I know those shots in the joints hurt. I used to work with someone who had to get them. He was appropriately apologetic. He went to dr yesterday and the made him an appt to get the shot. I’d like him to be at full capacity when we meet. I have a good feeling about this one.
Full capacity? YOWSA! LOL
OMG, That’s NOT what I meant!!!!! Just, don’t want him hurting, lol. You are SOOOO bad….
LOL. I was just kidding. 😄
Lol. Ok.