Today was a good day. It was beautiful. I got to go to the cove for lunch. I stayed pretty grounded all day. I am getting caught up at work. I texted with A for quite awhile. He’s been without cell service for a few days, but has it where he is today. That was nice.
At one point I asked him where he was. Then I apologized, kind of, for asking, saying, I just wondered. Feeling like I was asking too personal a question. Trained by S, “what are you, writing a book?” Always with the secrets, never wanting to share much more than what he had to. (This automatic reaction that I had asked to personal a question only comes from S. I never asked my ex, because either I already knew, or if I didn’t know, I knew he’d lie to me. Just to lie.)
A answered me and sent a pic. And then said, “It’s really nice that you ask. It means a lot to me that you are following my adventures.”
A girl could get attached to someone like that.
Seems it should be just that easy. Ask a question, get an answer. No games, no pulling back, no pushing forward. Give and take.
That’s what I’m searching for. Easy. Passionate. Loving.
There is a kid at work, he’s 28 maybe. Just a bit older than my son. He’s an electronics engineer. Before he came to work there, right out of college, he’d never been on a plane. Now he’s been to China, Korea… He’s the greatest kid. Whenever I need him to do something, he always says, “Oh that’s EASY. Easy Peasy.”
That’s what I want. Easy Peasy.