I have not seen the news all week, because of being in Virginia. I just found out there was a tropical storm in the Bradenton FL area, which is close to my sister’s and my house. I hope all is ok. I’ll have to message my friend and ask her to check it out when she has a minute. My sister’s house is more in harms way, she is on a barrier island, 11 feet above sea level and very close to the water. (My house is 20 feet above, lol, so I’m safer!) So I hope her house is ok too. There were water spouts sighted off the beach there. Crazy.

Praying for a buyer to walk into my house tomorrow at the open house. I am so ready to move, to finish all this transitional stuff. Ready to get my son settled in CO, ready to get my house packed up, and ready to be on the road to my new life. I am remembering this morning the first time I went to the psychic who said, “Why am I hearing so much about Florida?” She went on to say that my guides all said there will be great opportunities there. When the wrong doors close, the right ones will open. That it’s a great thing for me to do.

So, time to get moving. I got almost 8 hours of sleep last night, which is incredible for me. Maybe twice a year I sleep that much. I have plenty of energy to do what has to be done today. Finishing the deck, making sure all signs of life are out of the house, lol, and sweeping out my garage. I have a guy coming to do my lawn today too, very happy he could do it on the spur of the moment.

Who knows, I may even be able to go out tonight. That would be cool.

Love and light, all.

Picture is of my living room in FL.  The door is open…..

Lately my mind has been all over the place, running from one thing to the next. And amazingly, nothing bad in any of the jumps, in any of the endless connecting of the dots. I think about what my friend Linda the gong player said last night. She said that she felt something was different last night. That there was a force driving her, and I have to agree, that there was a force, driving her, driving me. I was moving at light speed last night. It hasn’t stopped when I’ve had some time to myself, I’m going so fast.

Thinking about the men I’ve loved. I miss one of them, he’s not far enough into the past for me not to.

I miss having sex on a regular basis, and loving every second of it. Making crazy passionate love to someone I adore.

I can’t wait until this house is sold. I have an open house Sunday, I am praying the buyer walks through the door. And this brings a whole other set of things to think about. Needed to set up someone to mow the lawn and trim it. Need to finish the painting the deck. Need to sweep out the garage. Need to do the floors. Need to vacuum and mop the floors.

Need to pray. Need to get the universe behind this.

I believe when I move to Florida, the first problem of missing someone I loved will fade. I believe it will fade as the 2^nd problem is alleviated, lol. I believe a change of scene is exactly what I need to propel me through the portal of the number 11. The portal of new beginnings. Avalon, it’s waiting. As my friend there said the other day, “I was there today. It’s real. It’s not mythical….”

Training the new person is not going as well as I wanted it to be. I took it upon myself today to restrict her to learning one thing at a time, and not to move on until she has a complete understanding. She’s getting it. It’s another place my mind flies to.

My son is going to Las Vegas next week, for a a week or so. To a music festival. He’s been planning it for a year. He is so excited. He’s going with a bunch of his friends from here, and a bunch of his friends from Colorado. Including the girl he’s sweet on, who he won’t yet call his gf. She’s 7 years older than him, and in Switzerland getting her phd in environmental sciences. She’s from CO, he met her through his friends there. So, I’m a little nervous about him being in that place, in Sin City, lol. But he’ll be fine. He’s got a level head, he’s got plans, he’s saved money. He’s so psyched. It’s fun to see have seen him create a dream and live it to fruition.

I think I will enjoy the time alone.

Two men I met on a dating site have asked me to contact them when I get back. I haven’t since I got back, I haven’t had time. But I think I will. I don’t think either of them will solve problems 1 and 2. But I’m willing to give it a shot. (She smiles that enigmatic smile….)

I may make plans with a girlfriend and go out Saturday night. Feel like dancing. Or Sunday during the open house, though probably no dancing then. I may go to the shore. I may go to the place where I buy crystals and stones to wire wrap, and beads. I was thinking I’d go to the grocery store then, but I did that on the way home tonight. So, no need, really.

I need to sell my boat slip. I may go and put a sign up dropping the price.

I want to finish reading A Course in Miracles. When I get to Florida and get settled in, I may do the workbook. I’d like to do that.

Well…that’s just some of the flotsam and jetsam of my mind. Racing around, through the cosmos. Looking for answers, looking for love, spreading it around where ever I can.  Residuals of the gong bath.

Life is good. Or interesting. Or hopeful. Or all of the above. You never know what’s going to happen tomorrow. I’m thinking the good thoughts, hoping they become things.

Love and light, everyone.

I had a gong bath tonight.  It was pretty powerful, but I’m exhausted from getting home so late last night, and working all day.  The girl I am training to do my job was alone for the 3 days I was gone this week and it was kind of a disaster, she was so overwhelmed.

Anyway….I will let the vibrations settle down and write about it in the morning.  If I can make myself coherent.  If I can say something besides I was riding vibrational energy waves through the cosmos…..It was crazy.  So many thoughts I passed by, observing them…..Memories, and then perspective, remembering moments that made me sad, made me angry, and then saw them all from the larger perspective that I wrote about the other day.

I’m sure this makes no sense, lol.  And barely does to me.  Of course, it doesn’t help me figure it out to be watching Amy Schumer on Comedy channel.  Kind of the other end of the spectrum, but she’s so funny!

So I’ll say goodnight, and go get some sleep.

Love and light….

I’m home.  Refreshed, renewed emotionally.  Tired physically.  The flight actually got in 20 minutes early and I was in bed and asleep by 12:15, awake early as usual. It’s good to be home.  It was good to climb into my own bed last night, to hug my son.

So it’s back to work, to the old grind.  The realtor is having an open house for my house on Sunday, so I’ll need to get the deck finished, and the house in perfect condition.  I am ready now, really ready, to focus all my attention on getting this house sold and moved.  It’s a good deal like being in limbo, like the haiku I wrote yesterday.  Not here, but not there yet.

I am so anxious to start my new life and leave all the drama of my life behind me, up here.  Just to spend the day being myself, doing things I love to do, getting Avalon, my little house, turned into a home.  Spending time with my friends and my sister down there.  We talked of hosting a family reunion down in FL, now that I am there and can offer more beds.  Lots of space between my sister and I.

So, a milestone has been passed.  My mother’s remains lay with my father now.  Her spirit, and his, stay with all of us.  They live on in the love we share between us.

I have a gong bath tonight.  I hope I can make it, I am worried that it will be difficult to get out of work in time, but I think I can do it.  It would be lovely to go.  Lot of things on my mind that I could probably work through.

Well, off to get my day underway.  Love and light, everyone.