I had a glass of wine again tonight. Not because I had a headache though. I was just in the mood. I did work another 10 hour day, well, 9 actually, since I was gone for an hour to physical therapy for my hand. I’ve been at work from 8:30 til 7 all week, and no closer to catching up, lo.
Difference is, I am not freaked out by it. I am gonna do what I can do and be content.
I can’t stress how much not having constant pain has changed my attitude. I am happy, again, like even when I’m working my ass off. One of the guys at work took one of his grandfather’s old bowling trophies and made me this welcome back gift.
But seriously, to be able to sleep through the night, to turn the ignition on in my car with one hand and no pain, and to shift it the same way into drive…. To turn a door knob, drive with 2 hands… I lived with that pain way too long. And it was gone the second I came out of the anesthesia. My muscles are stiff, but loosening up daily. It’s awesome.
My heart is open, really open, for good things to happen, for good things to come into my life. I have some adventures waiting, maybe someone to share them with. Not yet, but the possibilities are endless. I have no regrets about loving the men, well, there’s only been one man, since I left my marriage. But I’m free of that pain too, and it’s all good.
Last weekend was the full moon. Some people get emotional, depressed, by the force the gravity of the moon asserts on our small beings. It seems that it gave me clarity this month. Much needed clarity.
Love and light everyone.