The “S” energy stabilized today, for the most part. Thankfully. There was some sadness, kind of being a little depressed, but that might have just been me, because I didn’t sleep much, I’m tired, I had a lot to do. It wasn’t strong, I didn’t investigate. Just let it be and let it go. It seems to be all gone. The Reiki also probably was working on me that I sent him last night. The cool thing about giving Reiki is that you get it when you give it, as it passes through you. I hope it helped him, if he needed it.
Actually feeling myself today as the day wore on. Like seeing reality, and being happy taking care of my house, and making a nice meal for my son and I. Got my kitchen really cleaned today, cleaned out the fridge of all the uneaten Thanksgiving leftovers. Got my floors done, my own bedroom cleaned and sheets changed. I’m really tired, but I think I’ll sleep tonight without the Ambien. I ended up taking one at 1:30 last night, trying to shake off the worries that weren’t even mine.
I finally talked to my bff about the group she’s putting together to help seniors. It’s called “Sisters for Seniors”. She’s looking for people who are willing to visit seniors once a week or so, that are living at home, but don’t see people often, and can’t really get out on their own. Mostly, for the human connection. I can offer a couple of hours on a weekend. During the week is hard, because I work such long days. But we’ll see. She’s just getting it started, so she doesn’t have a list of people yet. I think I’ll look for other opportunities to give back over the Christmas vacation too. I need to be doing something outside of myself.
Not sure about going to the shore tomorrow, even though it will be a beautiful day. I guess I’ll see how I feel in the morning, and then decide. It might be a good day to find seaglass on the beach, since not a lot of people will have been walking the beach this time of year picking it up. I have a dish of seaglass, but I also like to use it for jewelry. I have a piece of purple glass, which I wire-wrapped a long time ago. Found it on Cuttyhunk Island. Anyway, now that I know how to wire-wrap better, I may redo it.
I may stay home and put up my outside Christmas lights, and take a walk with a friend. I could use the exercise. But then….the salt air….idk. I’ll see. Nice choices to have.