I am feeling so unsettled this morning. I suppose I have good reason, lol. My hand is wrapped up like a boxer. However the only pain I have really had is a headache from the anesthesia. I have a difficult time maneuvering in the kitchen, lol, but I suppose that can be a good thing. I need to actually think about if I want to eat something or not. Is it worth the hassle to figure out how to say, cut a papaya with my left hand? Or spread cream cheese on a bagel? No, probably not.
I have decided to type using my left hand, and the index finger of my right . Seems slightly more efficient than talk to text, and much less likely to get a blog published that’s not finished, lol.
I am definitely unsettled about work, because I left so much undone, and will have even more when I go back. Also because the worker’s comp insurance had not yet approved my surgery. We decided (my boss and II) that I would go ahead and get it and put it through our group health and then workers comp would reverse the billing once they approved it. This will probably happen before the first bill comes in. But I hate not having all my ducks lined up beforehand. It just leaves room for problems. Murphy’s law and all.
S called me twice yesterday, which was really nice. At least I am not unsettled about that aspect of my life.
I guess, on that note, I need to count my blessings.
Grateful for S checking on me.
Grateful for my son being around when he’s not working.
Grateful for my close friends. The one who was willing to give up her day off to sit with me yesterday. I’m glad I could tell her go, I’m fine. The friend who is gonna come over this morning to check on me. The girls at work who gave me a lovely scented candle.
My sisters….My mom, who even tho she doesn’t know about the surgery, I know sends me her love.
Grateful for this gorgeous summer morning. Grateful that tomorrow will be hot, real summer weather again. I can pretend the summer is not almost over.
Grateful that there is a surgery that corrects carpal tunnel.
Grateful to know that the universe is conspiring to bring me what I want, need.
Love and light….