Daylight broke, and I didn’t wake until it was creeping tentatively through the edges of my windows around the shades. It was lovely to sleep a little late, and have slept well. When I got home from the gongs, and finished writing, I was just bone tired. I think I let go of a lot last night, I let a lot of stuff that I don’t even realize or recognize, come up and begin to make it’s way out. I felt kind of the way you feel after a really good cry, but I didn’t cry. I only knew what I had to do to move on with my life, and did what I could to facilitate it.
Today I have no anger, at least at the moment, nor any great love. Not really any over whelming emotion if I think about the events of the 6 weeks. I have not heard from S since his voice mail wondering why I was so angry. That’s a good thing. I’m grateful for his reticence.
I’m looking forward to a calm productive weekend. My friend, who knows someone who might want my house, texted me yesterday and said her friend is definitely interested!! She asked me to send her any pics of the house I have. I had none on my phone, but will take some if I can this weekend. I may have some on this computer, but really…don’t often take pics of the house! LOL.
I have been asking the universe to let me sell my house quickly and easily now for months. Well, it can’t get much easier than this, if it works out! I’m not banking on it, but the fact is there is a possibility! When I bought the house, I had a picture in my head of the house I wanted, and this house fit the picture perfectly. I also have a pic of the house I want in Florida, so I’m hoping and believing I will find it.
I guess that’s what I need to do with love, lol. Ask the universe for the man I want, and need. Picture in my mind someone actually capable of a great love, someone who knows how to build trust, and give of themselves. Someone who can be as passionate as I can be. I gotta believe he’s out there, and the universe will put him in my path.
I love Van Morrison. I have a ton of his music on my phone. I have to say, that my favorite of his songs is probably “Someone Like You”. Which might make it my favorite song ever, lol. I used to think, back before it all began to fall apart, that was S for me. That thought, obviously, was so wrong. I wasn’t ready for the man I will eventually find. I was unable to believe S when he told me who he was, literally, and he was most certainly the guy he said he was. At least, that’s the one that manifested. Regardless of the fact that I could see through it, and always saw the beautiful soul that he denied. But the point is, now I hear the song and think, “Someone like you” is still out there, walking toward me as I walk toward him.
If you don’t know the song, here’s a link, with the lyrics. This morning it makes me hopeful Have a wonderful day. Life is good.