I am feeling an attempt to energetically cord me again this morning, despite my deleting the song, despite my determination to stay on the road I’m on. It’s irritating.
I find myself feeling negative emotions for no reason. Unsettledness in my solar plexus and sacral chakras, which is always where I feel it. I am determined to send it back where it came from.
I’m not sure it’s intentional. It’s probably not. In fact, I doubt the sender is even cognizant of the fact that it’s being sent. But it doesn’t matter, it’s here this morning, and it disrupted my sleep last night. Time to do reiki, I think. Time to do a gratitude meditation. Time to cut the cords, once more. Time to make space for the positive emotions to take over and crowd this crap out.
I have no idea what’s happening at the source of this energetic cord. Nor do I want to know. I think the whole point of it is to encourage me to find out. But I don’t want to know. It’s of no purpose, it brings nothing to my life but magnification of negativity that manages to stretch across the miles to me.
I hold no grudge about it, I have no anger. I wish no ill on this person. I wish for them all good things. I understand that the person at the other end of this energetic cord that is trying to wrap around me is doing the best they can from the level of consciousness. I forgive, because of that. I am done with that chapter of my life. I just want to be left alone by this person, on every level.
So much nicer to have my son’s laughing energy when I wake up. I’m going to get back to that place, and send this energy on it’s way, back to the source, out to the Universe to atone for everyone’s highest good.
Love and light, everyone.
I’m not sure I understand this. Are you saying “somebody” might be…just sitting around wishing harm or hurt on you and you feel it? If that was the case, wouldn’t all these politicians be almost bed-ridden?
No I don’t think he’s wishing me harm. I just think his inner being I trying to reach me. To reconnect me to him. I’ve always had such a strong energetic connection with him, even before we met. When we finally did meet I felt like I knew him. Like really knew him. It’s that connection I am trying to break, but seem unable to permanently. So sometimes I just feel it, trying to bring me in again. It doesn’t happen with everyone. I don’t have that connection with my ex or my son, just him. And the only way I have found to stop it is to turn it back to him with love and light. I don’t think he even knows he’s sending it.
Laurel, email me at email@example.com. Some things are better left unsaid here. 😊